Today is an odd day. I feel as if everyone knows what happened with me but no one is saying anything. In reality there is no way that anyone could know. I had only recently started at this company and they were only made aware that I had a medical issue that I had to take care of and that I would be out for a couple weeks.
Never the less I feel like a colorful zebra in a room full of black and white zebra’s. I am sure the standout feeling will go away eventually. Either way, I took my meds today and feel like I am normal. I don’t have any crazy anxiety or depression that I am feeling.
This past weekend went very well. I got to spend a considerable amount of time with my wife and kids this weekend and it was the first time in a long time that it felt like we were a family. I know it wasn’t easy for my wife to be vulnerable and to come over and spend time with the kids but yet she did anyways. She never ceases to amaze me with how strong her resolve really is. I am so grateful that she is my wife, anyone else would have run for the hills long ago.