Mixed states maybe?

So yesterday I made a bunch of posts of things that were on my mind that I wanted to share. Part of me was wondering if I was being hypomanic or not.  It’s weird because all throughout the day I had little motivation to do anything else which is indicative of depression.

I guess all these things I will discuss with the doctor during my second week of outpatient which starts tomorrow morning.

I did manage to get up and shower and brush my teeth and go to church so there is that, but I cant help but wonder if that’s just the part of me that does the minimum so that people dont see what is wrong with me. I felt good in church but getting there was a feeling like I was just on auto pilot.

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